S: I thought I was ready to meet you, to receive your grace, to find myself. But it was too much. To see that I don´t exist... how can it be? G: What are you saying? Are you negating me? And if you don´t exist....who is speaking? S: Negating You?! Never. You are God, you are my heart, my path, my faith. You are everything. I am speaking! G: Good. I'm glad you understand. So what was exactly the problem? S: I'm telling you... I know I don't exist, I saw it... What is this my God? How can I be emptiness? Just nothing?! G: You've already answered your own question, you are just not listening. S: God help me please! I spent all my life looking for you, looking for the seed of creation, looking for truth... please help me. I don´t know anything anymore... I thought I would find you. But I found nothing... I have no shape, I have no name, I have no place, I have no body... I'm everywhere but I'm nowhere, I can see it all but I could not see me! It's all in me, it's all the same, it's immense...even "my" body is in me! I'm not in the body!! The trees are rooted in me... they die in me.... the birds fly on my sky and the animals walk on my land...But I don't know what I am... I'm everywhere but i´m nowhere. I can not find myself! God: You don't need to know. You don´t need to find what you already are. S: What am I? G: As you said...you are everything. You are in me, you are always with me, there is only God. You are That, I am That, All is. No one will ever see it...what you are you can only be. Just stay as you are, there is no need to know anything my child. Sit on my lap and rest at last...